Frustration

bblllrrghhh... For last two months I've been strugling with art block :s I just cannot get anything creative done.
Every time I go to DA, y! or Pixiv I feel a terrible urge to draw, but when I take my Wacom and open SAI... there's no vision, no emotional response I could put on a drawing. (Therefore I've been listening very strong emotions causing music, Memoirs of a Geisha for example).

Here's just a blank Kiske. Emotionless shit sdfljksdfjklsdfljksfdjkl.

I've so many collabs, commissions and art trades.... but what can I do, seriously?!